you were my sunshine

my only sunshine

you made me happy

when skies were gray

you’ll never know dear

how much i loved you

you took my sunshine 

away

if i close my eyes

then it appears that everything is going according to plan. i can prentend you are him and we are together and everything is beautiful and nothing hurts. the events are right. i am not alone. but the person is wrong. the eyes are not the right hue and the fingertips are the wrong kind of rough. i always thought it was better to be with someone, anyone, than to be alone. but it’s wrong because it’s the wrong someone. and i’m more alone than ever.